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We'll runaway
together.

(no subject) [07 Nov, 09|18:58]
 
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(no subject) [06 Nov, 09|01:16]
So one day I'm okay and the next, I feel alone again. 
It's like finance, unpredicted volatility.

That's why we need to hedge against unfavourable movements, against noise.
But hedging has its limitations too, just like all measures do, just like everything in life does.

Finance, life, return, risk. 
Ain't too different eh?
linkRunaway

(no subject) [05 Nov, 09|17:45]

If you leave, don't leave now

Please don't take my heart away

Promise me just one more night

Then we'll go our separate ways

We've always had time on our sides

Now it's fading fast

Every second every moment

We've gotta make it last

 

I touch you once I touch you twice

I won't let go at any price

I need you now like I needed you then

You always said we'd still be friends, someday

 

If you leave I won't cry

I won't waste a single day

But if you leave don't look back

I'll be running the other way

Seven years went under the bridge

Like time was standing still

Heaven knows what happens now

You've got to say you will

 

I touch you once I touch you twice

I won't let go at any price

I need you now like I needed you then

You always said we'd meet again

 

I touch you once I touch you twice

I won't let go at any price

I need you now like I needed you then

You always said we'd still be friends

 

I touch you once I touch you twice

I won't let go at any price

I need you now like I needed you then

You always said we'd meet again someday

 

If you leave

If you leave

Don't look back

Don't look back


linkRunaway

(no subject) [04 Nov, 09|23:11]
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Father: You are a brat. She has her mother's temperament. 
Girl: That's why you love meeeee...
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Broken Strings [30 Oct, 09|16:18]
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Let me hold you
For the last time
It’s the last chance to feel again
But you broke me
Now I can’t feel anything


When I love you
It’s so untrue
I can’t even convince myself
When I’m speaking
It’s the voice of someone else


Oh it tears me up
I tried to hold but it hurts too much
I tried to forgive but it’s not enough
To make it all okay


You can’t play on broken strings
You can’t feel anything
That your heart don’t want to feel
I can’t tell you something that ain’t real

Oh the truth hurts
A lie is worse
I can’t like it anymore
And I love you a little less than before

linkRunaway

(no subject) [29 Oct, 09|18:00]
Internet capped, Facebook deactivated, Adium fucked, life messed up, SWOTVAC, deadline and exams ahead.
Any issues or concerns, please text or tweet.
Got an essay and studying to get down to. 
Thanks guys for understanding.

linkRunaway

(no subject) [26 Oct, 09|20:39]
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Just curious, how many of you are doing what you actually want to do?
And how many aren't?
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GG S03E06 [20 Oct, 09|23:12]
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Because without the people you love most,
you can't help but feel all alone in the world.
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(no subject) [15 Oct, 09|19:47]
Can't really believe that I even have to write to the dean about this. Thank god I didn't have to break down in his office.
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(no subject) [15 Oct, 09|01:17]
I realised I had a lot of dairy today. For breakfast at 10:30AM, I had cereal with milk. For lunch, I had skinny latte from Kere Kere. After school, for lunch/dinner, I had my remaining 6 foot Teriyaki sub (with mayo in it). After my nap, for dinner/supper, I just had yogurt.
Grow boobies grow!

Meeting with Stuart tomorrow about my ideal plan of continuing in Singapore. Finally, the person I need to speak to is back from his leave. Somehow, I have the heaviest load on my heart now, I get jittery and teary just thinking about sitting opposite him, giving him the extensive story, with him apologising because of administrative protocols.

Following that, I really have no idea what is the best plan. My heart is so heavy, this is getting way harder than before because right now, I don't feel like I can call home. And as usual, no one calls. I wonder how I'm so strong and weak all at the same time.

Ah, breathe.
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(no subject) [14 Oct, 09|16:34]
What am I supposed to do?
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So Cold [14 Oct, 09|03:27]
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( So Cold )

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Waste of money [12 Oct, 09|21:36]
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I'm looking at my Intermediate Personal Finance notes for Retirement Planning Strategies and the slides are exactly the same as my lecture notes for Introductory Personal Finance on Retirement Planning Strategies. The only differences are the tax rate changes, which happens annually (which also leads to an updated version of textbook annually=cannot sell old text). Stupid ATO.
Tell me again why I'm paying the price for a subject equating to what my friends in Singapore are paying for a semester. 

Disgruntled student at work, grr.

linkRunaway

(no subject) [10 Oct, 09|22:25]
37 minutes of credits for international calls left
and no one would listen
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(no subject) [10 Oct, 09|03:58]
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I have a plan and backup plans if the plan fails.
But they all don't make sense, they are all irrational. 

But is there anytime where we should really stop ruling with our heads?

I'm really lost, I have no control (though everyone tells me I do), I really don't know what to do. I know what I'm supposed to do but...

linkRunaway

(no subject) [09 Oct, 09|02:21]
Damn, nightmares are back.
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I super miss home [07 Oct, 09|20:09]
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How can I not wish I was in the comfort of my own home when my back is aching from sitting at this stupid table doing to readings, when all I really want to do is to read from my black swirl chair on my big proper study desk in the corner of my room. How can I not wish I was home when all I do is come home to this stupid empty apartment, empty empty empty apartment. When I have to make my own barley which tastes like not-barley when I'm ill. When I'm not too cold yet not warm enough because of the fucked up weather. How can I not wish I was home when

 

 

( ... )

 

 

Only consolation is that Melbourne allows me to wear this grey jacket, soft, warm, comfy and everything I have now ):

linkRunaway

(no subject) [03 Oct, 09|13:15]
Hi, I don't want to go back to Melbourne.
linkRunaway

(no subject) [11 Sep, 09|22:23]
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I am extremely proud of myself for surviving this week.
Next up, the weekend. 
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(no subject) [09 Sep, 09|04:10]
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Hello, thank you all for the support. I completed my report in 2 days and just added formatted the margins and footnotes. I don't think I want to look at it again, I hate revisitation of work done. I hope I do decent, I'm not even asking for well!
Moving on, presentation on Thursday and 1000 words essay due this Friday. Let's not talk about next week.
Oh wait, we must! Next week, I am deserting half of the school week and flying home where money ($3 meals!), food and love is abundant! Oh goodbye forsaken land, though I do have to come back soonish -_-

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